Never be

The standards I derived

This led to my demise

I despised every word he spoke

In my mind it was all lies

This wasn’t the way love was depicted in the movies

My favorite TV dads would never disrespect me in such a fashion

Father figures surrounded me

Yet I still doubted him

How come the pain runs so deep within me

He is living his life carefree

I’m running to different men to accept me

Longing for the connection that contributed to the creation of me

Will any male ever love me

I don’t see the love of GOD placed in me

My outlook is shrouded in negativity

As the streams of tears fall from my cheek

What about me

My sanity is choking my creativity

Erupting mentally

Drowning in insecurity