Clean lives of unrighteousness daily

Why must you do keep doing the same

Will you be able to see the evil in your deeds

How can you ever succeed


Planting seeds of dismay

Plotting to get your way

Selfishness is your foundation for business

Bitter regrets soothed your mind as you slept


Foggy thoughts of leaving distraught

No longer clearing your thoughts

Hard fought debates of baiting innocent victims

Lounging in corners of darkness


In the light of day

There is no way

You can see the Son rise

But be filled with demise



Pick a struggle truly

Deep conversations uncovering

A lingering aroma that wreaks

Can an outlook be that bleak


Turmoil fermented in an oven

Rage ablaze in the cornea

Sizzling thoughts enforcing negativity

Spewing thoughts of change


Instances producing grimaces

Processing outcomes that shifts ones thinking

Inward parameters causing a G-force

Leaving souls entrenched with remorse


Overextending activity in everything

Checking the pulse without remorse

Zeroing in on the true idea

Of the true cause and paused


My plan consisted of making sure the relationship was healthy

A spin entailing the demise of the black man

Knowing the devil is in the details

A layer of nonchalant views fortified as calcium deposits


Hardened hearts become a depository for dismay

Communication requests being used as suppositories

Defending points in opposition of the world view

All along the foundation was out of skew


Emotions running rampant

In the hearts of many seemingly weak

Riddled with insecurity

Positive relationships are a major incapability


Allergic to cats

That famed saying will not define me

Upon my throne I sit

Waiting on him to find me


Being honest with yourself

Owning up to your part

Not allowing ideas to smear

As the spear pierces down deep


Overwhelming emotions erupting from laminated pain

Thoughts swayed feeling betrayed

Led astray by comforting thoughts

Obviously shedding tears for not


Images created from societal niches

Born again believers are encrusted with riches

Self-esteem out on a limb

Needing those chains to be broken


Tired of sin seriously

Depression can take complete control if you let it

In and out of it

Drawing you away from what is happening in the present


Running as fast as I could

Unwilling to see the truth

Facades cascading down a long winding trail

Sounds of wailing drowning out the world


No good for anyone

Destiny laced with fretfulness

Walking on a path scattered with broken glass

Alas my prince charming has broken through


Life changing experiences

Expectations defeated through weeds in my garden

Broad strokes of disappointments

Filling up that well of wishes


Standing up for my cause

Taking a pause to relate to yall

Oh no running from those

Bunch of losers tragically


Relationship Tomb

Defeated sensibilities writhing in a broad smile

Elongated conversations leading to tragedies

Mismanaged emotions erupting into savagery

Blurred images of what we once were


Who was I way back when

An insecure sycophant

Ranting and raving about the time we spent

Concealing the true pain of isolation


Inconsolable feelings down deep inside

A psyche turning inward from disappointment

Generalizations missing the mark

Unable to see the light amongst the dank and dark


Historically strong enough to rebuke this

Only having enough energy to puke this out through a pen

Throwing all of this pain onto this page

Tears streaming from the rage


Seemingly locked up in a cage

Truly feeling as if my thoughts were arrested

Unexpected semblance through a simple text of reflection

Memories bring forth those unresolved issues


Freeing myself from this self-inflicted wound

Burying the former shell of myself

Not ashamed to quit

Dust myself off to become lit


Those experiences initiated the evolution of the woman I am today

Be it as it may

Your level of maturity has become inconsequential

Too many misunderstandings to comprehend


The legend unfortunately legitimized the stigma

Not paying full attention

Being the woman that you desired

Only to be compared to the one who conspired


Destruction has led to this second internment

Unable to compromise to the past

Moving fast on the journey

Lead me to an unfit gurney


I feel vulnerable around you

I am confused about a realistic outcome when it comes to you

How can I even discuss this

What has happened

Should this be labeled as nonsense


A simple game

Innocent conversation

Labelled as good attention

Tension rising from competition

Titillating topics formed from distinct visions


Could your verbiage be it in its totality

The new hook up

Play a game

Get hooked to it

Communicate enough in a way that seems legit


Nothing in common for a date

Disrupting my aura is not up for debate

Relating on a level unbeknownst to us

Needing to break away

Yearning for the touch of your hand


Knowing my emotions will cause a crisis

Text messages equaling 1000

Just from one night spent

Fantasies becoming real in an instant

Unfortunately you have become irrelevant