Unable to read your mind

I am no longer consumed with trying to be who you defined me to be

HE created me in HIS image

Not to suit your insecure limitations

Absolutely vivacious

Exuberantly enjoying my life


We were envisioned to be sociable entities

Yet alone I seemingly always end up being

Unable to mold into the brainless enigmas that consume social media

I am a formidable presence that shines forth discrepancies in your mundane infatuations

Many common denominators can be found in your design

Unfortunately my mind steps outside of those stagnant lines


First day of spring

New ideals have sprung

Messages from all forms of communication

Convicting hauntings of what use to be

Awaiting the blossoms of the seeds planted

Disappointed by the harvest


Teary eyed the reasoning becomes clear

The expectations I have transcends the demands of other women

Old fashioned ideals of being courted, swept off of my feet, romantic spontaneous dates

Seem to be a labyrinth in this day and time

All I can surmise is that it’s not meant to be

It should not be this complicated, really




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